What is life
What is living?
What is living
What is surviving?
The clock ticks
The winds howl.
The time drifts,
The time melts.
Into moments,
Into hours
Who has the answers?
Definitely not I.
God will cradle us
In the palm of His hand.
So let the questions go,
Stop the worries
Give them all to Him
    Start living.


Reflections on the water,

Refractions of my thoughts.

Interpret carefully.

Your thoughts are yours,

My thoughts are mine.

Cake Batter

Have you ever thought how much we are like batter???  Think about  it— we are all batter, whether cake or muffin batter, it really does not matter.  All of our experiences are the ingredients that go into the mixing bowl to make us who we are.  The ingredient may be nuts or chocolate chips that cause hurt and can be painful to mix in or the ingredient may be as sweet as sugar.  Our batter may be to thick and we are sluggish to move or too thin and unable to hold a form. Whatever is thrown in our mixing bowl, we alll have to adapt.


Ataxia— do you know what it is???

Ataxia- do you know what it is??? Dont worry, not many people do. What do you think when you see someone stumble? Or see someone who isn’t walking ‘correctly’? Do you automatically assume there is something wrong with them? Do you assume that they have had a little bit too much to drink? Or do you feel empathy and want to help them? These are things I need to know. I am on the receiving end. Let me explain, I have a rare form of Ataxia, which is a medical term for an irregular gait. Many people suffer with this symptom and it’s caused by many different conditions. My Ataxia just happens to be caused from a Degeneration Cerebellum. A rarity in itself (an onset at such a young age), there are no medications for the disease. It just my DNA makeup up and my body attacking itself. So when you see me stumble, or not walk ‘correctly’, don’t judge. Don’t automatically assume I have had too much to drink or there is something wrong with me. I am doing the best I can………………………………